A letter to 16 years old chubby plus gemokkk girl ^^

hye uena,

ops, sorry for calling u chubby + gemokkk!! eventho u xgemuk pon lg skan. tapi, dun worry. juz wait for a few months, when u got an offer from mrsm. hahaha!! *evil laugh* yeah.. i noe, rite now u tgah b'sedey kan? always thinking bout boarding school and how badly u want to go there. i noe, u're passed ur PMR with flying color and u r d best student in this current school. and everyone hope too much on you. but till now u stil didn't get d offer!! dun worry dear..~ the time will come. juz wait a lil bit. saba ekk :) perhaps early of june u akan dpt dat dat offer letter. ops! t'bagitau pulak.. ok2, nnt da dpt dat letter pure2 xtau ekk. juz wait n see.. dat offer will change ur life afterall, since u r rilly2 hardworking girl. *ehem* ^^

ouh.. i lupe nk ckp. when u start ur new life there (mrsm), tlg jgn terkejut ye. for a year.. u akan membenci lelaki dan u xkn b'cakap dgn lelaki. semua ni gara-gara ur current bf. i mean, ur monkey's love (read: direct translation from 'chenta monyet' lol). he will cheating on u. (shud i called dat guy ur bf? eventho u guys err, i mean 'we' neva had any date with him? juz calling2 and jupe time di kelas je. (dats y die cari yg len kot. lol) but dun worry. slowly u'll change. men are not ur nightmare 'nmore. u'll communicate with them again. yeah, men. because u rilly have a good classmate. :) and u shud b thankful, every sem u will be in d dean's list. congrats in advance for u, babe!! yeah, u r also a good friend and a good listener. u'll have alot of friends in future. juz make sure to b nice to them or later u'll regret dat u won't ave any good memories u'd spent with them. but dun worry, u will have great memories there. i mean in tran-X. Ops, did i mention ur mrsm's name???? lol. soccay.. later u'll know wut i'm writing ere is true..

ahaaa!! i ave one surprise news for u. but before dat, juz take a deep breath and read carefully. rite now, u r d only daughter in ur family rite? and u ave two brothers. along and adik fitri. but, by 2003 ur mom will be pregnant and u'll discovered dat news until she's 6-months preggy. tu pon when u noticed ur mom's belly looks bigger than usual. ok, dun panic. i noe, u'r still enesen and don't shares such thing with mom like i'm rite now. eheee~ :) when u heard d news, u r the most happiest person!!!! at 1st ur hoping d fetus will b a baby girl. on 23rd october 2003.. and it is 3 days left before ur graduation in mrsm, mom delivered a cute baby boy. wah, again.. u'll b d only daughter in ur family. u'r happi with d news but d feeling mixed up. b'coz your parents can't attend ur graduation day. plus.. on dat day, u'll get a dean's list award some more. all of emotion mixed up. but, still.. u shud b thankful to The Almighty. ur bro.. i mean the baby delivered safely. and once again.. don't b surprised~..suddenly dad will turns up at ur graduation day and u cried... alot!! sgt2 terharulah katekan. ehee~ ^^

heyp2~~ u seem excited hearing dis story, huh?? haha.. the most interesting part is here. lalala~ after finishing SPM papers, u had a plan in ur mind to work as a part timer. u noe.. u'll get a job, babe!! guess wut? as a baby sitter to ur lil bro~~.. eheee^^ now, u'll realize the hardship raising a child and u will also have a great time with u lil bro, both of u will become close. i mean rilly close. hee~ hey, u noe.. till now he will listen to wuteva i said. he's such a good boy..^^

*ehem* ur happiness are not end ere. after a month resting from SPM, u'll get an offer from one great IPTS in Malaysia based on ur trial exam. is it great? i noe, u'r still down b'coz of d previous interview didn't went well. u can't go to Rusia to chase for ur dream. being a doctor is a great job rite? with a great income also~ haha. but, hey.. cheer up!! at UTP u'll realized wut u r destined to be. (ou, my... ere i go again. did i mentioned the uni's name? lol) i noe, now u r thinking that engineers are created for men. not women like us. i mean real women. hey stop that typical thinking plz.. u don't know till u try it first. after a month study there, u'll like it until u rejected the matriculation offer which offered ur dream path, being a doctor. and u'll love engineering until u apply JPA scholarship to further study on the same course in Japan. and u manage to go to the interview session but i think ur journey to study at o'c end there. maybe u r destined to be here. chill~~^^ dun easily giv up, k!

i noe, u'll love dis place. dis uni is quite not bad. the facilities are 1st class.. the library.. the halls.. everything is almost perfect!! u'll surrounded by tonnes of wonderful frens and u'll faced a lot of real life problems that will make u who i am rite now.. hey, hey, listen to me. life is a cruel but it is a great teacher, u noe :) u will learn more from it. start from ur frens who are alwiz there for u, ur seniors who are alwiz sharing their experiences, ur mirc's chatters and k5 underground forummers who are alwiz cheer up ur days... it'll be so wonderful!! ^^ eventho till now i'm not rilly succesful in my love life.. don't b afraid, babe. believe me. one day i'll find d rite man. coz' we'd learnt from d lessons ;)

sorry, i noe dis letter is quite long and gives u a lot of surprises..!! enuf till ere, i guess. maybe later u'll received 2nd part of this letter. who's know, rite? eheee~ ^^ i wish u gud luck and do ur best k, babe? do not hesitate and strive for ur goal! gambattene~~ xoxo

p/s: hey, i forgot to tell u. rite now u r not chubby anymore. dun worry bout ur figure. ^^ it will alwiz maintain hawt. hahahaha~lol kidding2 :P

with love,
uena'09 ^^