ouh, lelaki!!

wah~ inilah penyakit aku. kalo skali da update tu, nk update je manjang. bile skali da malas nk update tu.. mmg malas ah! ngeee~~ gommnenne.. :P pasni i'll try to find some anti-biotic to prevent this disease, ek.. jk! hihi

ha~ jz wanna share some stories pasal several frens of mine. some of d stories are rilly... sweet!! and some juz a lil bit bitter or perhaps, they are too much emotions? lol

::cerita 1::

i jz noe him for a few months, and die sgtlah best untuk dibuat kwn and *ehem* bf! lol..no, no.. kidding :P tau, nape aku ckp die best kalo dibuat bf?? die neh amatlah sweeeeeet!! y i said so?? haa.. he has a LDR (long distance relationship) with the gf. for about 3 yrs pluss LDR within d country. but suddenly the gf got an offered to further study d oversea. and... from this point lah start miscom and all of d stupid stuffs.. and suddenly the gf asked for a break up b'coz the gf tought dat there's no understanding between both of them. but this sweet man doesn't giv up. he's alwiz pujuk the girl. smpai lah one fine day he decided to go to d country where the gf study and his purpose jz to make up with the gf. sgt2 sweet kan?? igt murah ke nk ke oversea? kalo die from family yg kaye raye xpe, la kan.. but he's jz a normal ordinary guy. and die sanggup keluarkan saving die beribu-ribu, semata-mata nk pujuk the gf. wut an effort!! kalo the gf xterharu lagi and tak percaye lg dgn ketulusan hati dis guy.. xtau lah kan.. nk ckp ape. after all, he's rilly a good man. i wish u all d best, dude.. :)

p/s: rite now he's trying his best to complete d mission.. ^^

::cerita 2::

okeh.. langit xselalu nye cerah kan? pasti mendung kelabu kan di bawa awan. same goes with d guy. xsume lelaki baek or boleh diharap. err... ade kaitan ke ngan perumpamaan kt atas tu? haha.. lantaklah. :P btw, aku agak menyampah dgn sesetengah lelaki (baca: tidak semua). nape aku nyampah? ok. cmni cite die. korg rase menyampah x bile dgr lelaki (baca: mmber lelaki korg) yg da ade gf tbe-tbe ckp kt korg; "if gf i xde, u la pilihan i" or "u noe wut.. u r my 1st choice" wudde..~ apsal perlu ckp cmtu?? perlu ke?? so ape gune gf korg tu? perlu ke perempuan di rank sebegitu rupe? nk suke/bercinta perlu ke disusun atur atau di ambil nombor giliran? perlu ke? kalo da namenye kawan, kawan je la.. tayah nk rank 1st, 2nd or 3rd choices after ur beloved gf. xkn la kalo korg nk bercinta dan berkasih syg tu ade degree of love lak? kalo da btol2 syg.. cinta... kasih.. bercinta lah!! tayah pastu nk ske2 ati ckp kt org itu dan org ini ko nombor satu, ko nombor 2.. dan seterusnya. bukannye nk tunggu giliran kt toilet ke.. kt bank ke.. post office ke, kn. pelik... haish! tapaham aku. siyes tapaham.. adeh2. ni yg emo ni. lol :P

::cerita 3::

sweet talker!! ini lg satu yg nyampah.. ckp je sweet smpaikan ley buat org cair macam makeup yang mencair di bawah panas terik! (lol.. bapak taley blah perumpamaan ni. xsedap langsung!!). padahal...juz main2 n xmaksudkan pon ape yg dorg ckp tu. bajet cm nk test market je. so, kepada perempuan2 di luar sane.. dun easily fall in love dgn lelaki-lelaki yg menanam tebu di pinggir bibir. dorg ni umpama tin kosong kadg2 tu. bising je lebih. padahal nothing!! aik.. cm anti-lelaki lak aku. hahahaha~ :P tp siyes, perempuan-perempuan patut dgr lagu "hey ladies"; rossa. baru t'bukak sket mata. lol.. (tbe2 nk promote lagu rossa kan.. :P)

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aa~~dah2. tanak mengarut da. kang ade org ckp aku anti-lelaki lak... lol :D ne de. cume jz mengekspresikan ketidakpuasan ati je. kadang2 kene gak b'suara. kalo diam je.. kene pijak2 kang. macam-macam perangai lelaki ni. aku tak kata perempuan ni sume baek. ade je yg buruk.. tapi, disebabkan entry kali ni pasal 'ouh, lelaki' (tajuk taley blah kn?? tbe-tbe t'igt kegedikann nana n fara fauzana.. lol) dats y, ckp pasal lelaki je. so, sesape yg nk wat pasal 'ouh, perempuan' ke, 'ouh, ladies' ke... 'ouh, bi**h' ke.. di persilakan.. haha~ :P

lately neh cm ske gile tgok cite korea. tp jdo tetap di hati.. hihi ^^ so, enjoy d pictures of lelaki-lelaki pujaan hatiku~~ ngeee..!! :P

Lee Dong Gun

Lee Dong Wok

Lee Jun Ki ::love::

Lee Jun Ki

Chang Min-DBSK

Bi Rain

Dae Sung

Yutaka Takenouchi ::with love::

p/s: i love him damn much.. tru dat jdo- with love i got my mirc's nickname. teruterubozu. wah.. lame xmen mirc.. ~

tears

"tolonglah, sakit sgt sampai xtermampu aku menahan butir-butir jernih itu jatuh menyembah bumi..."

p/s: dulu.. kawan di sekeliling. sedey skit, ade kawan peneman duka. skan ni?? keseorangan menanggung lara. xsemua cite bley dikongsi dgn parents. alangkah bahagia nye kalo ade kakak atau adik perempuan.. tp, aku tetap b'syukur. at least, w'pun jauh... ade jugak kawan yg sudi menadah telinga mendengar luahan hati.. w'pun dah xsama mcm dulu.

hurt

da lame aku xpost entri yg jiwa2. xtau lah nape. rase macam amat terganggu. i wish i wouldn't know him at all. seriously, i really mean it. napelah manusia yg satu itu xpenah nye nk paham? kenape, ye? even tho i already forgave him, doesn't mean i will act like b4. doesn't mean u can ask me to go out with u whenever u like. plz, i dun like when u said 'if u r my gf.. bla bla bla'. xsame, ok. i'm not yours enimore. so, why can't u act like one? *sigh* plz, do respect me.

sorry, aku tidak pernah b'dendam. tapi, parut2 luka lama yg kau tggalkan masih lagi memerah. dan mengingatkan aku kembali pada setiap satu cebisan2 hati yg pernah kau hancurkan. dan parut2 itu tidak mungkin akan hilang buat selamanya. your 'seasonal love' da buat aku serik.

aku baek dgn kau mcm mmber2 aku yg lain. aku layan kau mcm mmber2 aku. aku takesah kalo kau buat-buat biasa. tidak menghubungkaitkan hubungan yang sudah lame pupus itu. hubungan yg memang aku mahu luputkan drpd setiap ceruk memori. tidak kesah, betol. tapi, cara kau itu salah. kau seolah-olah mencurahkan lagi minyak ke dlm api yg hampir padam. ditambah saat-saat emosi tidak terkawal. tolonglah jgn menambahkan rasa sakit yg hampir baik parutnya itu. tolong sgt.. sorry, i dun reply all of ur msg or answering ur calls. bukannye taknak. cuma, tidak mahu. tolonglah jgn buat aku membenci kau sekali lagi. tlg!

::harap sgt kau baca tp kau x ade blog. lupe::

Rentetan

things dat i'd dicovered for d past few days:

- 1st and d foremost; i'm officially graduated!! hoyeahhh~hoyeahhh~~ (mode:happi^^)
- even tho already graduated, but then stil hold d status of 'penganggur terhormat' .duh~~ (mode:stressful + down...ngaaa~~~)
- b4 dis, i thought i'd lost my best fren; Jakas (maybe b'coz he already has a gf and he might be forget 'bout me??). luckily, he just called me and said sorry for d long silent. (mode: happi^^) yay! eyt, jakas.. i still remember when we went out makan-makan naik JFX!! wah, lame xnaik JFX. miss her!! (err.. her kan??? coz' u said she 's ur 2nd gf~~ :P)
- not all d time dat everything we planned will turned to wuteva we want. so, juz appreciate d chances to meet him on dis monday!! (mode: happi!! finally, after more than a month..fuh~)
- Jakas asked me 'bout my dream car; when i wanna buy VW newbeetles. *uhuk* i still love my PHG. so, VW newbeetles tu kte jdkan as hantaran je la kan~~~ hahahha :P (mode: love u PHG*wink*)
- i wanna said 'sorry' to sum1 and already wrote a letter to mail to dat sum1. not only dat, b4 dis already post an entry; 'sorry'... but, i deleted it. y?? dunnoe. (mode: it's complicated). to mr-you-noe-who-you-are i'm rilly sorry. (xtau lah if mr-you-noe-who-you-are don't know dat he is d person i refer to -_-") (mode: rilly mean it)
- i own dis blog. but.. lately, i dunnoe what topic i wanna write at ere. finally, d posts will end up by putting some picture, quotes, links and points like dis entry... hahaha~busan kan? gomenne~gomenne~ ^^(mode: no idea)
- we (refer to: me myself, my cousin w/ her new born baby; farisha, my mom, and my aunts) went to have a dinner at kopitiam. and suddenly my cousin pass her child to me while she took all d milk stuffs. all d way to the restaurant, i heard a male voices told me dat my child was so cute. (erk! my child?? de gaya2 ibu ke ehhh?? hahaha :P) den, t'sengih-sengih aku kt dat guy while saying 'thanks' to him cz' admired 'my child'. kui3:P (mode: bahagia sebentar.ngeh3)

-The End-

everything turns 180deg

urghhh.. i dunnoe how to put all of these words yg keep menari-nari inside my head into sentences. *sigh* tu, la... org tua-tua slalu ckp; 'jgn happi sgt, nnt ade la yg akan jd xkene tu'.. (kan da btol-_-") cane ni.. cane ni.. rase bersalah amat. but, i dunnoe why i keep feels like dis. rase cm i'd stole sumthing from sum1. iskk.. bersalahnyee~ and i feel like d thing i've now isn't mine. *sigh*sigh*sigh*

shud or shudn't i return dat thing? or juz appreciate it as long as it is mine b4 d owner come and take it back? adakah dia akan kembali? i dunnoe... *sighhhhhhh!!*

oohhh, heppp!!
heppp!!

MCQ:
wut shud i do?
a) giv back d thing to d owner
b) act like nothing happen
c) juz wait n see
d) none of d above (state why if u choose dis ans)