ouh, lelaki!!

wah~ inilah penyakit aku. kalo skali da update tu, nk update je manjang. bile skali da malas nk update tu.. mmg malas ah! ngeee~~ gommnenne.. :P pasni i'll try to find some anti-biotic to prevent this disease, ek.. jk! hihi

ha~ jz wanna share some stories pasal several frens of mine. some of d stories are rilly... sweet!! and some juz a lil bit bitter or perhaps, they are too much emotions? lol

::cerita 1::

i jz noe him for a few months, and die sgtlah best untuk dibuat kwn and *ehem* bf! lol..no, no.. kidding :P tau, nape aku ckp die best kalo dibuat bf?? die neh amatlah sweeeeeet!! y i said so?? haa.. he has a LDR (long distance relationship) with the gf. for about 3 yrs pluss LDR within d country. but suddenly the gf got an offered to further study d oversea. and... from this point lah start miscom and all of d stupid stuffs.. and suddenly the gf asked for a break up b'coz the gf tought dat there's no understanding between both of them. but this sweet man doesn't giv up. he's alwiz pujuk the girl. smpai lah one fine day he decided to go to d country where the gf study and his purpose jz to make up with the gf. sgt2 sweet kan?? igt murah ke nk ke oversea? kalo die from family yg kaye raye xpe, la kan.. but he's jz a normal ordinary guy. and die sanggup keluarkan saving die beribu-ribu, semata-mata nk pujuk the gf. wut an effort!! kalo the gf xterharu lagi and tak percaye lg dgn ketulusan hati dis guy.. xtau lah kan.. nk ckp ape. after all, he's rilly a good man. i wish u all d best, dude.. :)

p/s: rite now he's trying his best to complete d mission.. ^^

::cerita 2::

okeh.. langit xselalu nye cerah kan? pasti mendung kelabu kan di bawa awan. same goes with d guy. xsume lelaki baek or boleh diharap. err... ade kaitan ke ngan perumpamaan kt atas tu? haha.. lantaklah. :P btw, aku agak menyampah dgn sesetengah lelaki (baca: tidak semua). nape aku nyampah? ok. cmni cite die. korg rase menyampah x bile dgr lelaki (baca: mmber lelaki korg) yg da ade gf tbe-tbe ckp kt korg; "if gf i xde, u la pilihan i" or "u noe wut.. u r my 1st choice" wudde..~ apsal perlu ckp cmtu?? perlu ke?? so ape gune gf korg tu? perlu ke perempuan di rank sebegitu rupe? nk suke/bercinta perlu ke disusun atur atau di ambil nombor giliran? perlu ke? kalo da namenye kawan, kawan je la.. tayah nk rank 1st, 2nd or 3rd choices after ur beloved gf. xkn la kalo korg nk bercinta dan berkasih syg tu ade degree of love lak? kalo da btol2 syg.. cinta... kasih.. bercinta lah!! tayah pastu nk ske2 ati ckp kt org itu dan org ini ko nombor satu, ko nombor 2.. dan seterusnya. bukannye nk tunggu giliran kt toilet ke.. kt bank ke.. post office ke, kn. pelik... haish! tapaham aku. siyes tapaham.. adeh2. ni yg emo ni. lol :P

::cerita 3::

sweet talker!! ini lg satu yg nyampah.. ckp je sweet smpaikan ley buat org cair macam makeup yang mencair di bawah panas terik! (lol.. bapak taley blah perumpamaan ni. xsedap langsung!!). padahal...juz main2 n xmaksudkan pon ape yg dorg ckp tu. bajet cm nk test market je. so, kepada perempuan2 di luar sane.. dun easily fall in love dgn lelaki-lelaki yg menanam tebu di pinggir bibir. dorg ni umpama tin kosong kadg2 tu. bising je lebih. padahal nothing!! aik.. cm anti-lelaki lak aku. hahahaha~ :P tp siyes, perempuan-perempuan patut dgr lagu "hey ladies"; rossa. baru t'bukak sket mata. lol.. (tbe2 nk promote lagu rossa kan.. :P)

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aa~~dah2. tanak mengarut da. kang ade org ckp aku anti-lelaki lak... lol :D ne de. cume jz mengekspresikan ketidakpuasan ati je. kadang2 kene gak b'suara. kalo diam je.. kene pijak2 kang. macam-macam perangai lelaki ni. aku tak kata perempuan ni sume baek. ade je yg buruk.. tapi, disebabkan entry kali ni pasal 'ouh, lelaki' (tajuk taley blah kn?? tbe-tbe t'igt kegedikann nana n fara fauzana.. lol) dats y, ckp pasal lelaki je. so, sesape yg nk wat pasal 'ouh, perempuan' ke, 'ouh, ladies' ke... 'ouh, bi**h' ke.. di persilakan.. haha~ :P

lately neh cm ske gile tgok cite korea. tp jdo tetap di hati.. hihi ^^ so, enjoy d pictures of lelaki-lelaki pujaan hatiku~~ ngeee..!! :P

Lee Dong Gun

Lee Dong Wok

Lee Jun Ki ::love::

Lee Jun Ki

Chang Min-DBSK

Bi Rain

Dae Sung

Yutaka Takenouchi ::with love::

p/s: i love him damn much.. tru dat jdo- with love i got my mirc's nickname. teruterubozu. wah.. lame xmen mirc.. ~

High Pressure Tank

i need something what we called a pressure relief valve rite now. coz' i want to install it on the tank. can't hold it n'more :`( this tank will explode wherever, whenever the pressure rise uncontrollable. or... is there any techinician available tonight, who can fix the pressure controller or the flow controller??? coz i guess either one of the pressure transmitter or flow tranmitter is not functioning. thus, all of the excessive materials flow to the tank and cause the pressure in the tank highly increase. coz' the transmitter can't detect the exact amount of the materials. without all of those thingy functioning, anytime this tank will exploded. hepppp!! is there someone who can help me to handle this pressure thingy? *sigh* or.. shud i called UTP's maintenance? ext no. 7777

rite now, the cascade between flow and pressure controllers are not functioning. so, maybe i need to bypass all of the materials from flowing into the tank and fragment it to the separate tanks. or is there any other options? shutdown the high pressure tank itself and try to repair the controller, so that tomorrow it can work well? which ways i shud point out?? after all.. the plant itself must be 24/7 operate. therefore we can achieve the plant target. once again: *sigh* (sorry, if there is too many sighing in this entry)

::plant is currently unstable::
be careful and do apply the HSE terms & conditions.

uncontrolable mind

plz get out of my head rite now!!! tidak suke begini. u already made half of my nite miserable. even tho, no one noticing it. juz me, myself.. but i hate to act like nothing happened anymore.

aku yg bodoh

bertubi-tubi persoalan bermain-main di benak ku tika ini. tika ini aku kesunyian. aku perlukan teman. aku punya teman...tp, bukan teman seperti itu yg aku perlukan. aku perlu teman yg lebih drpd itu. teman yg mampu mengiringi gelak tawaku, esak tangisku, dan senantiasa di samping ku kala aku butuhkan perhatiannya. kadang, aku sendiri tidak mengerti apa yg kurasakan saat ini. kata-kata org tua ku, bila di pikir-pikir kan kembali... ada benar nya. cuma, terkadang aku sendiri bodoh dan lalai dgn dunia imaginasi yg aku cipta sendiri.

konon nya mau yg berupa, yg intelek, yg setaraf.. ahh, pandang saja diri kamu. apa yg kamu ada? ahh... aku semakin bingung. diam aku menyendiri.. memikir kembali setiap baris ayat dr mulut ibuku. " carilah lelaki yg dpt membimbing kite di dunia dan di akhirat. yg tidak tinggal solatnya. yg mengasihi dan menyayangi kita seadanya dan setulus hatinya. dan bukannya carik lelaki yg terima kte mase kte cantik sahaje "

mengapa aku begitu bodoh? aku seringkali begini. tiap kali aku mencapai sesuatu, aku akan melepaskan barang tersebut tanpa menghargai nilai barang t'sebut. saat aku sedari barang itu sudah t'lepas dr tgnku..barulah aku sedar betapa berharga nya barang itu kepada diriku. walaupun ia tidaklah begitu b'harga buat org lain. tp, sekurang2 nya ia dpt membahagiakan diri ku. begitu dungu skali aku.

tak mengapalah.. apa yg sudah usah di kenang lagi. sudah takdir tidak menyebelahi aku buat masa ini. apa yg termampu..hanya doa yg dpt aku lampirkan. semoga berbahagia, abg lut... :)

!!!

rite now, i feel
....
ISOLATED !!!
....
'm slowly walking out of ma rum,
taking d' uncovered paths..
crying in d rain..
so no 1 cud see the tears.

emosi

haih...seringkali aku mengeluh lewat waktu ini. aku..kalo bagi nasihat kat orang, amboi...bukan main pandai lagi. tp, when it comes to my own self..haih~ [eh, mengeluh lagi!!] aku..xtually, xreti nk handle. isk~~ nape lately neh aku asik down je ye? sket2 nak down, sket2 nk nanges. :`(
sib bek sesape tanampak. tp, td hampir air mata ku tertumpah di depan kawan-kawan aku. tp, sib baik la..aku sempat m'cover dgan memberikan senyuman... btol,la..secangkir senyuman mampu mengubah emosi kita walaupun hanya sedikit..but it can help :)

haih..air mata. mudah sekali engkau jatuh. yaa..aku mungkin nampak kuat di hadapan kawan-kawan ku. tiap kali aku ada prob, dorg tgok aku steady je. aku ok je..tapi, dlm hati siapa yg tahu. ada suatu waktu, tika aku menceritakan masalah aku kt zie, tanpa aku sedar air mata aku mengalir walaupun masa tu aku sedang t'senyum. haih..ape la aku ni. xkan la taley nk tahan air mata aku tuu ek~isk3. kantoi lak depan zie. cis3. malu aku!!! lame tau aku xt'kantoi nanges depan org neh.hakhakhak:P

aku ni..kuat ke ek?aku ni..org nya camne ek??ape la persepsi org kt aku ni..aku ni, aku rase cm unpredictable gak la. tp, btol ke??ntah~~aku pon tak tahu.huhu...