kekantoian~

juz ave several days w/ them b4 they'll leaving dis uni. T_T pasni, sure hidup aku busan amat!! ou, my~~ xde da session b'main kad di mapley (or can i say merata2?? LoL).. xde da outing ke merata-rata, xde da muvie bila-bila masa (ops..!! :P)... tp, beselah kan. setiap pertemuan.. pasti akan ade perpisahan. plg tidak pon, dipisahkn oleh kematian. ops, t'sentimental lakkk~ hihi

wah, beberapa ari ni asyik wat keje gile je. (ops, xpat cite kt sini. nnt kantoi...!! LoL~) and smalam..ops, i did it again! hik3. g tgv JJ (aa~ ini je yg plg best ade kt epow, ok~) and layan cite TS and Syurga Cinta. aaa~ apsal bley tgok cite Syurga Cinta neh?? aku pon xtau. haha~ dorg ni ahh yg bli. LoL~ even tho, dlm cite tu heliza blakon cm keras sket and dat story cm lbey kurg typical malay muvie..tp, ok gak la. sbb kelaka and lucu dek keletah haziq~ ^^ and TS lak.. best! sbb byk action smpaikan kadg2 tu aku sniri lak yg rase sesak. sbb too much action in dat muvie. LoL (bley lak cmtu kn?? hihi)

and after dat, singgah kt vanggey and ley lg g makan nasi ganja (kul 12 mlm da kot time tu. haha~) ape neh.. abes diet aku. LoL~ :P and sempat lg men card!! hihi. so, next?? LoL :P

and dis post i dedicated specially for #itu. luvya guys 4eva!! hope after dis, even tho bukan di utp lg, kte stil b'activity k? *mmuuuaaahhh!!*

Quote 1:
jika kita dikecewakan, xguna membenci. belajarlah bersyukur. sekurang-kurangnya.. dia pernah menyanyangi dan membahagiakan kita.. ^^ move on!
awk: neva hate u :)

dead silent of mine

Lame xupdate,
Byk yg nk dicerita dan
tidak kurang juga untuk dikongsi,
Tapi..
Malas!!!
:P

p/s: xnk kasik alasan bz da. coz xbz pon!! hahaha~

happi besday to me!! ^^

tok..tok.., i woke up from my seat and opened d door. then, naf (one of my osm8) asked me d location of my office. err.. "cm pelik je! xpenah2 tnye aku ni" i talked to myself. then, suddenly they (mina, naf, and cilla) grabbed my hand and shouted "happi besday una!!" and suddenly i juz realized dat all of my face and hair were whitened by face powder. aduyaiii~~ "xtually, ktorgnk gune telur.. tp kesian kt una", cilla bgtau. heh, telurr??? thanx, God. they juz used face powder. and sempat lg naf snap my pic yg da cm hantu tu. LoL :P (but d picture won't b uploaded ere coz it's censored) and they hand in a present to me. a present bought by yani. yani..arigatou-ne~~ rilly2 appreciate it. u noe wut, i'd cried. not because of all of d 'bedak'. but.. b'coz sgt2 lah terharu. T_T
thanx to u guys... dear osm8 and to yani. and also thanx to azim coz' trying his best to comfort me all d nite. also thanks to all my friends yg wish.. xkirelah by sms (azim, munir, dedmen, desimesi and wani (even tho they dun noe my fon no. sanggup g carik.. T_T *terharu*), teng, peja, fyek, pia and ramai lg) ke.. facebook ke.. mirc ke.. by call (jakas, chaah-sanggup call from brunei tuuu.., and lutfy) ke and face to face.. millions of thanks to u guys!!

away from LaLa Land~

indah, asyik, gembira, bahagia, dan suka...
rupanya,
hanyalah mainan hidup.
aku di sini..
terkapai-kapai mencari erti setiap satu kosa,
tapi,
hingga sudah..
tidak ketemu.
perlahan aku buka mata,
dek pedih dengan sinar sang suria.
ouh, ya..
kini aku kembali,
kembali ke alam realiti,
di mana seribu satu kosa berinteraksi antara satu sama lain,
yang mewujudkan berjuta warna kehidupan...
tapi,
aku di sini,
terdetik daripada tidur yang lena,
tidur yang menghadiahkan aku..
epik yang aku dambakan selama ini,
cuma..
kisah itu hanyalah sebuah angan,
angan yang dianyam menjadi mimpi indah
dan
mimpi umpama mimpi
berharap suatu yang xpasti...
dan
rasa itu
masih sama...
masih di daerah yang lama,
tidak pernah mengalami proses urbanisasi
cukup.

lalala~ happi song!!

aaa~~ penat!! juz arrived from m'happi'kan diri sniri. how? g shopping!! LoL. but this, time aku g shopping english novels. ngeee~ cm nerd lak jd nye.. :P xtually, xniat pon nk beli those novels. at first, drop by kat focus point @ carrefour coz nk amik lenses yg order smalam. then, tbe2 mate cm t'usha kt area carrefour. wahhh~ byk btol discount!! lalu, kaki yg segan-segan melangkah pada mulanya.. laju jeee mengikut arah discount2 t'sebut. haha~ then, smpai je kt satu tempat tu. mmg da xley gerak da. "biar betik!! satu novel only cost me rm5?", siyes cm xcaye. sure korg xcaye gak kn?? tp, aku sempat lg snap picture untuk kasik korg caye. LoL :P
so, cane.. caye x??? rm5 kan~~ so, aku pon apelagi. mmg pantang tol nmpak mende2 yg aku suke and murah lak tu.. sempat gak la melepak kt situ sejam lebey and belek2 some of the books y de kat situ. haaa~~ kat bawah ni, adalah hasel selama 1 jam lbey kt situ.. ngeee~
(to view the review of these book, do click the title of the books ^^)

1. "Making Babies" by Anne Enright
2. "A Death in Belmont" by Sebastian Junger
3. "Exit Music" by Ian Rankin

haaa~~ pas puas belek2 sume novels tu.. stret drive g Queensbay Mall. da janji ngan sal (ex-rum8, ex-classm8 and ex-skoolm8 time kt mrsm Trans-X) da nk meet up kt sane. rindduuuuu nk jupe die. tp, time tgah tunggu sal, sempat lg aku g shopping!! LoL~ ye, r.. dr tengahari td from perodua stret ke carrefour and trus ke QB. xblk umah. aku pakai baju selekeh kot. haha~ so, aku shopping selai t-shirt yg lbey kurang kaler same ngan tudung aku. kekeke~ then g toilet. *henshin!* (read: transform) :P

hurm.. almost 6 years kot xjupe dak kecit ni!! hehe~.. dulu dak kecit. tp, skan da beso!! n she's getting chubby than before. and da keje da pon die.. (p/s: oyaa.. ko tgok la muke sal puas-puas. ni pon aku curik2 tangkap gambo die time die call lia. LoL. kalo x.. xde nye die kasik aku amik pic die. :P) then, ktorang lepak2 kat mcD till 10.30 pm. segala mak nenek yg ktorg borakkan + sambil2 tu call oya, call lia and try untuk call sarah n ain. but unfortunately, xdpt call sarah coz die silent die nye hp. and ain lak.. maybe xgune da dat number. so.. kitorg juz b'jaya jeleskan oya je la!! LoL...~ k k, next time kte arrange btol2 eh. tunggu time putoyan blk Mesia, then kte hangout lg k~~

xtually, xpuas jupe sal td. kejup beno rase nyeee. isk, la..~ before blk, sempat hugged die!! rindu, tauu~ and pesan kt die.. jgn sampai lost contact lg cm ritu. wuuu~~~ sib bek ley trace blk.. ngee~ ^^
p/s: yay~~ i'm happi!! no more tears plz~ ^^

sorry

as the title said,
S.O.R.R.Y.
sometimes, i'm being an ignorance.
just for the sake of my happiness, i'd ignored others feeling.
i think..
it's the time for me to walk alone.
coz'
I just need some times for myself.
sayonara, all..
thanx :)

p/s: not so stable mode.
i juz need 'sum1' to cheer me up,
but i cudn't find it...
perhaps,
i'm too afraid to accept the reality?
*sigh*

tol gate 'boy'

cm ghey pulak title entry nih. 'tol gate boy'. tp cite ni xsame pon ngan cite 'tol gate girl' tu. yg same nye cume tang part 'tol' je. hehe~ (btw, habit aku.. kalo smpai tol je aku suke usha sape yg b'tugas time tu. hehe~)

as usual, rite after office hour mmg trus gerak blk ke penang. coz' smalam da janji da ngan family nk dinner same2 kt nando's~ huhu. pluss, kalo blk bilik dulu.. sure gerak lambat nye. so, from utp aku gerak lam kul 5.30 cmtu and otw blk tu, got 2 messages form amal and d other sum1. lege sgt, amal da b'jaya operate. coz' b4 dis aku ade call die, riso.. then nk tnye cane keadaan die. tp, he said time tu die xlarat nk answer my call, dats y die reply tru msg je. soccay~ hopes, everything gonna b ok.. b strong, eh amal :)

otw balik tu, ngantuk amat! even tho dat noon sempat lg take a nap yg amik mase sejam lbey smpaikan lewat blk office. lol~ so, untuk hilangkan rase ngantuk tu.. aku turn on CD player and layan oldies~ wah, agak lame jugak xlayan oldies neh. mmg kuat gak ahh... so hilanglah ngantuk sket, sambil2 ikot nyanyi skali w'pun tau pitching b'terabur sane sini. hahaha~ tp, stil.. aku drive bese2 je. xlaju. coz b4 blk tu.. ramai yg pesan drive carefully. plus last message from sum1 yg suh drive elok2. ngeee~ ramai jugak yg syg aku ye.. *terharu*

then, sesampai je kt tol Juru.. aku pon dgn xsaba nye kasik tiket n bayar tol. tbe2 aku cm pelik, asal mamat tol ni xnk kasik duit aku blk. grrr~ xkn sbb CD player aku ni kuat sgt?? aku pandang die. die pandang aku. dup dap dup dap. (lol) sapsen la pulak.. pastu die mula b'suara, "ni adik aswad ke?" erk!! apsal die kenal along aku?? aku pon mengiakan.. after dat, bru aku t'igt," ouh, hafiz kan???" dgn nada yg agak t'jerit. haha~~ tbe2 kat blakang kete da mule hon2. "eh2, k la. later eh" aku pon mula masukkan gear 1 dan trus b'gerak untuk mengelakkan maki hamun drpd driver2 yg len. kekeke~

tp, persoalan nye... mcm mane die bley kenal aku lg? lame kot xjupe die. since aku form 3 ke form 4 cmtuh. lbey kurang 8 thun da tu. aku pon xcam die sape mula2 tu. huuuu~ tp, aku ade gak pk b4 tdo smalam antara sebab-sebab die stil kenal aku lg:

1. maybe aku still cute cm dulu...
   
2. maybe aku looks younger than my age (17 perhaps?). awet mude tol!! ngeee~
3. err..die stalk aku?? lOL xmungkin.. :P
   

korang rase2, yg mana 1?? kekeke~:P
p/s: sorry di atas rase perasaan perasan yg melampau2. lalala~ i juz can't help it. ngeee~ :D