ouh, lelaki!!

wah~ inilah penyakit aku. kalo skali da update tu, nk update je manjang. bile skali da malas nk update tu.. mmg malas ah! ngeee~~ gommnenne.. :P pasni i'll try to find some anti-biotic to prevent this disease, ek.. jk! hihi

ha~ jz wanna share some stories pasal several frens of mine. some of d stories are rilly... sweet!! and some juz a lil bit bitter or perhaps, they are too much emotions? lol

::cerita 1::

i jz noe him for a few months, and die sgtlah best untuk dibuat kwn and *ehem* bf! lol..no, no.. kidding :P tau, nape aku ckp die best kalo dibuat bf?? die neh amatlah sweeeeeet!! y i said so?? haa.. he has a LDR (long distance relationship) with the gf. for about 3 yrs pluss LDR within d country. but suddenly the gf got an offered to further study d oversea. and... from this point lah start miscom and all of d stupid stuffs.. and suddenly the gf asked for a break up b'coz the gf tought dat there's no understanding between both of them. but this sweet man doesn't giv up. he's alwiz pujuk the girl. smpai lah one fine day he decided to go to d country where the gf study and his purpose jz to make up with the gf. sgt2 sweet kan?? igt murah ke nk ke oversea? kalo die from family yg kaye raye xpe, la kan.. but he's jz a normal ordinary guy. and die sanggup keluarkan saving die beribu-ribu, semata-mata nk pujuk the gf. wut an effort!! kalo the gf xterharu lagi and tak percaye lg dgn ketulusan hati dis guy.. xtau lah kan.. nk ckp ape. after all, he's rilly a good man. i wish u all d best, dude.. :)

p/s: rite now he's trying his best to complete d mission.. ^^

::cerita 2::

okeh.. langit xselalu nye cerah kan? pasti mendung kelabu kan di bawa awan. same goes with d guy. xsume lelaki baek or boleh diharap. err... ade kaitan ke ngan perumpamaan kt atas tu? haha.. lantaklah. :P btw, aku agak menyampah dgn sesetengah lelaki (baca: tidak semua). nape aku nyampah? ok. cmni cite die. korg rase menyampah x bile dgr lelaki (baca: mmber lelaki korg) yg da ade gf tbe-tbe ckp kt korg; "if gf i xde, u la pilihan i" or "u noe wut.. u r my 1st choice" wudde..~ apsal perlu ckp cmtu?? perlu ke?? so ape gune gf korg tu? perlu ke perempuan di rank sebegitu rupe? nk suke/bercinta perlu ke disusun atur atau di ambil nombor giliran? perlu ke? kalo da namenye kawan, kawan je la.. tayah nk rank 1st, 2nd or 3rd choices after ur beloved gf. xkn la kalo korg nk bercinta dan berkasih syg tu ade degree of love lak? kalo da btol2 syg.. cinta... kasih.. bercinta lah!! tayah pastu nk ske2 ati ckp kt org itu dan org ini ko nombor satu, ko nombor 2.. dan seterusnya. bukannye nk tunggu giliran kt toilet ke.. kt bank ke.. post office ke, kn. pelik... haish! tapaham aku. siyes tapaham.. adeh2. ni yg emo ni. lol :P

::cerita 3::

sweet talker!! ini lg satu yg nyampah.. ckp je sweet smpaikan ley buat org cair macam makeup yang mencair di bawah panas terik! (lol.. bapak taley blah perumpamaan ni. xsedap langsung!!). padahal...juz main2 n xmaksudkan pon ape yg dorg ckp tu. bajet cm nk test market je. so, kepada perempuan2 di luar sane.. dun easily fall in love dgn lelaki-lelaki yg menanam tebu di pinggir bibir. dorg ni umpama tin kosong kadg2 tu. bising je lebih. padahal nothing!! aik.. cm anti-lelaki lak aku. hahahaha~ :P tp siyes, perempuan-perempuan patut dgr lagu "hey ladies"; rossa. baru t'bukak sket mata. lol.. (tbe2 nk promote lagu rossa kan.. :P)

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aa~~dah2. tanak mengarut da. kang ade org ckp aku anti-lelaki lak... lol :D ne de. cume jz mengekspresikan ketidakpuasan ati je. kadang2 kene gak b'suara. kalo diam je.. kene pijak2 kang. macam-macam perangai lelaki ni. aku tak kata perempuan ni sume baek. ade je yg buruk.. tapi, disebabkan entry kali ni pasal 'ouh, lelaki' (tajuk taley blah kn?? tbe-tbe t'igt kegedikann nana n fara fauzana.. lol) dats y, ckp pasal lelaki je. so, sesape yg nk wat pasal 'ouh, perempuan' ke, 'ouh, ladies' ke... 'ouh, bi**h' ke.. di persilakan.. haha~ :P

lately neh cm ske gile tgok cite korea. tp jdo tetap di hati.. hihi ^^ so, enjoy d pictures of lelaki-lelaki pujaan hatiku~~ ngeee..!! :P

Lee Dong Gun

Lee Dong Wok

Lee Jun Ki ::love::

Lee Jun Ki

Chang Min-DBSK

Bi Rain

Dae Sung

Yutaka Takenouchi ::with love::

p/s: i love him damn much.. tru dat jdo- with love i got my mirc's nickname. teruterubozu. wah.. lame xmen mirc.. ~

terima kasih dan selamat tinggal...

this entry is dedicated to one special fren who is always make my life full with excitement, laughter and fun. even tho, we only knew each other for about 2 months but i really appreciated dis relationship. b'coz we're alwiz great and having fun doing crazy things together :)

thanks and goodbye juz for NOW. yeah, for real i juz said now which is today is your last day in UTP. cz' i believe there are alot of crazy and amuse things left for us to do in future. heeee~^^ and yeah, i think i shud giv u million tokens of appreciation cz u r being such a good catalyst in my recovery process. thanks, ya dude!! ^^

::sure i'll missing you and miss all of our sweet moments together. luvya.. ^^::

::our 1st moment outing together and after all u r rilly sweet::

away from LaLa Land~

indah, asyik, gembira, bahagia, dan suka...
rupanya,
hanyalah mainan hidup.
aku di sini..
terkapai-kapai mencari erti setiap satu kosa,
tapi,
hingga sudah..
tidak ketemu.
perlahan aku buka mata,
dek pedih dengan sinar sang suria.
ouh, ya..
kini aku kembali,
kembali ke alam realiti,
di mana seribu satu kosa berinteraksi antara satu sama lain,
yang mewujudkan berjuta warna kehidupan...
tapi,
aku di sini,
terdetik daripada tidur yang lena,
tidur yang menghadiahkan aku..
epik yang aku dambakan selama ini,
cuma..
kisah itu hanyalah sebuah angan,
angan yang dianyam menjadi mimpi indah
dan
mimpi umpama mimpi
berharap suatu yang xpasti...
dan
rasa itu
masih sama...
masih di daerah yang lama,
tidak pernah mengalami proses urbanisasi
cukup.

alarm clock

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~ patut ah pagi td bangun lewat(7.30 am)!!! rupenye2 aku nye alarm clock set kul 11.40 am. wadde???? -_-" bile mase ntah aku tuka.. ish! sib bek la punch card xmerah. *ehem* btw.. dun jump into a conclusion. aku gi keje mandi, ok~ lol

tapi, padan muke aku jugak. sape suh g lepak mapley smpai kul 2 pagi. then, balik bilik tu.. bukan reti nk tdo. gi layan lak family outing smpai kul 4. mmg GG ahh. hahaha.. ~

after 10 days..

salam and hello to all..!! ^^ wah, almost 10 days not updating any. huhu~ bz meyh.. hehe, xdela. saje2 je bajet bz. :P and rite now i'm in Penang already. hoyeah~~~ miss my fams damn much. omsick!!wuuu~ even tho, xsmpai one week pon berjauhan. ngade!!! :P

planning nye after office hour nk pulang ke rumah dulu cz' nk mandi2 and kemas2 sket. then bru nk gerak ke Penang at 6.00 pm. but then, my works were dragged to 5.45 pm. sampai kene perli ngan zamidi b4 die blk, "kerja keras, nmpak...~" lol~ adeh die ni, kerje keras mende. juz ave another one week to study all of d things b4 chua resign. isk, laa~ syukur, already packing all my stuffs kt dlm kete. if not, mmg lmbt lg la gerak blk.

so, plus minus terhegeh-hegeh nk kuar office.. kul 6 gak la gerak. tp, i wangi tau even tho xsempat blk umah mandi. hihi~

Penat!!

around 7.30 pm arrived at RnR Gunung Semanggol (area2 bukit merah). niat di hati mau lepak2 minum kopi sambil2 cuci2 mata. tp.. mak aih, penuh mak nenek tempat parkingnye. drive punye drive... stop @ Esso jup n beli pearl kacip fatimah and cadbury choc. fuh~ 1st time neh rase pearl kacip fatimah. sedap!! heee~ pas ni ley r minum lagi.. ~ mmg best! kurang la sket ngantuk nye pas minum dat pearl thingy tu. jgn addicted sudey pasni. :D

then, around 8.30 pm da sampai penang.. cz' agak speeding jugak. heee~

p/s: sorry klise. ko xpat nk scam aku. but, thanx call time aku busan2 q kt tol td. lol~
p/s/s: sorry dear angah~ xpat nk dinner same. da kt penang da time tu. later kte planning awal2 ek~ ^^

xsuka lelaki

most of u guys know dat i'm working as part-timer helping my uncle's catering, kn.. and aku nye keje jz wat meja pengantin, served foods, and mcm2 lagi lah. so, every weekend mmg merata-ratalah wedding yg aku gi and.. most of the time mmg jupe ramai org yg mcm2 ragamnye. k, stop cite pasal kje cz' skan nk cite bout one guy, which is one of my uncle's worker. he is kind of guy dat likes men.. or can i jz say 'gay'? opsss!! haha~ tp, xdela gay mane pon. cume, die ske tgok lelaki-lelaki 'cantik'. and he's still wanna get maaried, ok. :D

So, bile ade wedding je.. dis guy mmg akan usha mamat2 cantik itu. and slalunye... aku akan dipersalahkan sbb.. aku jz 'wat bodo' je tgok mamat cantik tu tanpa sekelumit pon perasaan excited. LoL. xtually, i'm concentrating on my works kot (acecece~ komited siot!). and didn't ave time to flirt around.. even tho, bley je 'smbil menyelam tu, minom air'!! kekeke~

the story continues and what's surprised me is when my mom told me dat sum1 asking her, 'ur daughter xske lelaki eh?? cz' die mcm xde perasaan je nk ngorat org' or to be specified... lesbian. dem!! oi2.. sejak bile lak niii.. wuuuu~~~ :( sedey, tauuuu!! fitnah, tuuu wok~ (heee.. blaja drpd aril ckp 'wok':P) but.. siyesly, i'm not a lessy!! grr~~ jz.. dorg xknal aku kot. and i'm not d type of women yg bley kasik fon no. cenggitu aje kat ntah sesape and i'm not d type of d one yg make a move 1st.. haish!! sorry, sket ye~ aduyaiiii.. pas satu, satu. after dis.. ape ntah pulak yg bakal aku hadapi.

hmmphhh!! (tarik nafas.. hembus!!! ngeee~ :P) soccay, wok~ sume tu dugaan kn. jz face it with a smile on ur face! eheeee~ cheeeeeseeee! :) d most important thing is, live ur life to the fullest and enjoy!!!!!! ^^ fighto!! o/

ouh, b4 lupe.. ni haaa!! i hate no men! adesss.. smpai kene wat confession laks kt sini.. wuuu~

rainbow and the promises

One common phrase dat i hold till now:

"Kadang2 Allah sembunyikan matahari..
Dia datangkan petir dan kilat..
kita menangis dan tertanya-tanya, kemana hilangnya sinar..
Rupa2nya..
Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi.."

p/s: I'm so grateful to The Almighty for wuteva things happened around me... :)

Alhamdulillah :)

I dunnoe how, who, or what encouraged me...
but, I guess it is Dia who give a strengh to me.
Alhamdulillah, syukur.
no matter what,
I'll moving forward..
and
look at the bright sides.
Thanx to my mom, who alwiz b there beside me..
Thanx to all my dear frens yg alwiz gave me supports..
Thanx for calling me, sms-ing me, pm-ing me...
Thanx!!
luvya all :)

dan untuk awk..
jz remember,
being with u.. is d most wonderful things I eva had in my life.
and u neva hurt me. I'm alwiz happi with u till the end of our stories..
and dun blame urself for wuteva things dat happened
Insyaallah, things will be fine for us
and I'll keep my promises till the end...
take care of urself, kay
and
yeah, we're still fren :)

Thanx

Terima kasih untuk kamu, kerana mengajar aku erti cinta.
-end of love story-

tears

"tolonglah, sakit sgt sampai xtermampu aku menahan butir-butir jernih itu jatuh menyembah bumi..."

p/s: dulu.. kawan di sekeliling. sedey skit, ade kawan peneman duka. skan ni?? keseorangan menanggung lara. xsemua cite bley dikongsi dgn parents. alangkah bahagia nye kalo ade kakak atau adik perempuan.. tp, aku tetap b'syukur. at least, w'pun jauh... ade jugak kawan yg sudi menadah telinga mendengar luahan hati.. w'pun dah xsama mcm dulu.

selamat pagi chekgu!

erk!! lame xmenaip di sini. tgn terase agak kaku dan otak juge terase sedikit berkarat. eheee~lbey kurang 2 minggu jugak lah kan. skan ni, alhamdulillah.. even tho xde lah dpt keje tetap. at least ade jugak income yg masuk dan xdelah busan amat dirumah sambil2 menjadi bibik sandaran.. :P

aduhai.. juz tggal 13days je lg aku akan menyandang jawatan sebagai guru sandaran. perasaan?? sgt2 best, ok! my first day at skool.. tbe2 de beberapa students tego 'assalammua'laikum cikgu'. wow!! dulu.. aku yg bg salam kat cikgu2. skan ni.. da t'balik. (sambil2 mendengar bisikan2 pelajar2 tersebut *ehem* 'cikgu baru tu cute-lah..') heeee~~~ naik kembang semangkuk aku dgr.

ye.. aku kecit. di buli?? ye, untuk hari pertama mengaja!!-_-" (kesian kan??) aku xtau lah aku ni enesen tahap keberapa smpaikan boleh ditipu hidup2 dgn student tu.ish3... da elok2 smpai ke kelas 5A. then student kelas tu ckp aku salah kelas (note: kelas mereka ditingkat 3, ok..). then, die suh aku g blok sebelah. katanye kelas 5A di bangunan tersebut dan di tingkat 3 jugak.. aku pon dgn b'semangat nye pergilah ke kelas tuuuuu~~ smpai2 je, student dalam kelas tu ckp, aku kene tipu hidup2 dgn budak2 kelas 5A tu. tsk..tsk..tsk.. korg bayangkan, da berapa banyak kalori aku t'bakar semata-mata naik turun tangga?? xterkire, kannn.. ( tu pon mak aku ckp aku chubby lg..isk laa~)
sesampai je di klas tu, bley plak budak2 tu dgn tersengih-sengih nye ckp dorg saje je nk test aku. wadde~~~ tp.. aku xjd nk mara. sbb salah aku gak. ape punye *toot* lah, kan.. bley aku xperasan kat depan kelas tu ade tertulis 5A... -_-"(last2, aku kutuk diri aku sniri :P) maybe sbb gelabah 1st class nk ngaja kot. tu yg jd haru biru.. hehe :P

Selain tu.. aku penah gak duduk atas kerusi yg dipenuhi gam!! korg bayangkan.. baju kurung aku penuh dgn gam2 murahan tu!! grrr~~ yg nk dikenekan at 1st.. kawan dorg, last2 aku yg kene. sbgai balasan.. amik korg, kan da kene berdiri atas kerusi for d whole time aku tuh. padan muke. wek2~~ (note: kalo mende2 yg melibatkan baju2 aku, aku mmg amat sensitif ok.. dats y lah baju2 aku mmg xpenah org len bley basuh! hahah :P)

itu je la kot bad experiences aku. yg len2 nye sume best. smpaikan tbe2 rase kejup je mase b'lalu. wuuwuuwuu~(cmane lah agaknye kan.. kalo student2 aku bace ape yg aku tulis ngarut2 kat sini neh, ekk :P)

semenjak 2 menjak ni, de sorg students ni.. ari2 aku masuk kelas asik duk hitung bape hari je aku kt skool tu. 'cikgu2.. ade lg 13 ari lg cikgu kat sini... cikgu xyah lah berhenti, kitorg xmo cikgu satu lg tu. die garang..' erk!! kalo bley aku pon xmo benti tau!! kalo benti.. xdpt gaji!! bukan xley jumpe korg.. hehe~~~ truk tol, perangai cikgu ni ye.. kidding!! :P

mcm2 perangai lah~ ade jugak student yg de mental problem. i dun really noe whether ape yg budak2 tu ckp btol ke x about one student of mine; izzat amir. die ni jenis yg pelik sket. bile aku ke bahagian kiri kelas.. die mula lah b'gerak ke bahagian kanan kelas. then, bile aku ke kanan, die ke kiri. ade satu ari tu.. aku mcm men kejar2 lak ngan die..-_-" kawan2 die ckp, die ni ade penyakit allergic dgn cikgu. xbley cikgu dekat2 dgn die..n agak sensitif orgnye. ntah btol, ntah tidak bebudak ni bgtau.. aku dgr je la, nk caye 100% tu..xmungkin lah kot kan :P but then, bile aku tnye previous cikgu yg ngaja kelas tu. die pon ckp izzat amir tu mmg perangai die mcm tu. last2 skali, bek ignore die. sbb kalo ko duk keja die pon.. xkemana. wat penat je kan.. LOL

then, xketinggalan jugak student yg perasan cun! uhhhh~ mmg xley blah, la. bley plak dlm pencil box die siap de compact powder lg + cermin2 sume. time2 aku tgah ngaja tu la... die nk make up lah. ape lah (read: sambil2 die wat gaye ala2 model... adeiii).

tapi, kan.. bile tgok2 blk dorg sume tu.. t'igt blk kenangan2 time zaman2 skool dulu. mmg best!! segala cinta2 monyet b'gayutan dpt dilihat. skan ni pon cmtu lah budak2 tu. pantang ade free time sket, duk ajak aku b'gosip cite pasal dorg ngan bf dorg la.. ape la.. (bley plak cmtu, kan..) siap aritu dorg suh aku blk skool (waktu t'akhir) awal. katenye..'nnt ley la cikgu kuar detink ngan bf cikgu awal..' eh2. apekes~ -_-" sibuk!! :P

yang pasti nya.. after 13 days, i'll miss them. aku akan rindu dgr 'cikgu, baju cikgu cantiklah ari ni' (aik..ari ni je ke?? sebelum2 ni xcantik?? :P) , 'cikgu2.. cikgu tggal kat mane? ptg ni sy nk g umah cikgu la. lawat2 cikgu' (cikgu nk tdo! grrr~ :P), 'cikgu, ari ni cikgu pakai heels lain ek?? byknyeeee' (errk!! ), 'cikgu.. cikgu comel lah!! ' (ini mmg aku suke sgt2 ni.. LOL), 'cikgu, bwk kete elok2 tu..' (nie time aku otw nk kuar blk from kawasan skool), 'cikgu2, camne nk wat soklan neh?', 'cikgu... die kaco sy!!'

"selamat pagi cikgu!!"

Rentetan

things dat i'd dicovered for d past few days:

- 1st and d foremost; i'm officially graduated!! hoyeahhh~hoyeahhh~~ (mode:happi^^)
- even tho already graduated, but then stil hold d status of 'penganggur terhormat' .duh~~ (mode:stressful + down...ngaaa~~~)
- b4 dis, i thought i'd lost my best fren; Jakas (maybe b'coz he already has a gf and he might be forget 'bout me??). luckily, he just called me and said sorry for d long silent. (mode: happi^^) yay! eyt, jakas.. i still remember when we went out makan-makan naik JFX!! wah, lame xnaik JFX. miss her!! (err.. her kan??? coz' u said she 's ur 2nd gf~~ :P)
- not all d time dat everything we planned will turned to wuteva we want. so, juz appreciate d chances to meet him on dis monday!! (mode: happi!! finally, after more than a month..fuh~)
- Jakas asked me 'bout my dream car; when i wanna buy VW newbeetles. *uhuk* i still love my PHG. so, VW newbeetles tu kte jdkan as hantaran je la kan~~~ hahahha :P (mode: love u PHG*wink*)
- i wanna said 'sorry' to sum1 and already wrote a letter to mail to dat sum1. not only dat, b4 dis already post an entry; 'sorry'... but, i deleted it. y?? dunnoe. (mode: it's complicated). to mr-you-noe-who-you-are i'm rilly sorry. (xtau lah if mr-you-noe-who-you-are don't know dat he is d person i refer to -_-") (mode: rilly mean it)
- i own dis blog. but.. lately, i dunnoe what topic i wanna write at ere. finally, d posts will end up by putting some picture, quotes, links and points like dis entry... hahaha~busan kan? gomenne~gomenne~ ^^(mode: no idea)
- we (refer to: me myself, my cousin w/ her new born baby; farisha, my mom, and my aunts) went to have a dinner at kopitiam. and suddenly my cousin pass her child to me while she took all d milk stuffs. all d way to the restaurant, i heard a male voices told me dat my child was so cute. (erk! my child?? de gaya2 ibu ke ehhh?? hahaha :P) den, t'sengih-sengih aku kt dat guy while saying 'thanks' to him cz' admired 'my child'. kui3:P (mode: bahagia sebentar.ngeh3)

-The End-

boring life

xbest nye lyf after UTP. busan amat! and lyf yg xde frens around, rilly make me damly bored...!
juz back from Pej pendidikan P.Pinang.. sje2 je reg as temporary chekgu. (aku, cikgu?? hahhaha :P) and rite now in Kopitiam @ bandar sunway i am. as alwiz.. alone! xde kawan ke aku ni? ade! tp.. ntah. most of my frens duk jejauh..and most of them kt area2 KL n S'gor. xkn nk gi sane lak lepak2..

kengkawan skool lame dulu?? ntahhhh.. da lost contact da pon. kalo ade pon, ade yg xfree laaa, ape laaa.. jiran yg sebaya? err, aku xknal pon jiran aku. -_-" cousin2 dulu yg slalu hang out same2?? sume da KAWEN! duh~ so, tggal la aku sengsorg yg kdg2 ditemani adik2 aku. :(

err..da almost one hour aku lepak sini. kang kete aku kene saman lak!! (sbb letak ticket tu 1 je!hehe:P one ticket equivalent to 1 hour only) gotta go..nk ke Butterworth jups. sbb nk g TM center. ntah nape, Streamyx yg aku register xfunction lg. (kt UTP dulu 24/7 de tenet. even tho siput amat. kt umah, bile xde... payah amat. huhu)

daa~

si penanam anggur?

pengANGGUR

=!

yummy!

p/s: keje oh keje.. *sigh*

saye juge!!!

Finally...!!
I'm unofficially Graduated~~~~
hoyeahhhh...!
alhamdulillah. 5 yrs at ere r rilly worth.
I'll be leaving UTP,
a place where thousands of memories were carved deeply into my mind

Lima

Pejam celik, pejam celik.. da hampir Lima tahun rupanya aku di bumi UTP ni. Dan kini, sudah tiba ke penghujungnya untuk aku menamatkan pembelajaran aku di sini. Suka, duka... gelak, tawa... nanges, hiba... semuanya bercampur baur membentuk aku yang sekarang. aku yang sudah jauh berubah daripada aku yang pertama kali menjejakkan kaki di bumi UTP suatu ketika dahulu. Serasa, semua itu baru terjadi semalam. di mana detik-detik perkenalan aku dgn Sofia, Emma, Faei and Yan.

Jadi, awal pagi tadi berbekal kamera yan.. kami berlima merakamkan detik-detik kenangan sebelum graduate dari UTP. (nota: ade org tu, b'ia ckp nk kejutkan semua org. alih2, aku yang tido kul 5 pagi ni jugaklah yang kejutkan semua org. hahaha:P ).

::us:: from left: emma, pia, faei, me & yan::

::them::

::vandalisme kah??::
p/s: ade org tu kan.. die kan.. takut tinggi. w'pun kaki die lagi panjang dr kaki aku. haha :P so, die takut nk naik dat palang... wek~wek~

::love UTP::

::nee..nee~ tgok2:::

::mmmuuuaahhh, luvya!! thanx 4 everything ^^::

p/s: faei, da duk jauh2 ni.. u jgn la xcontact i pulak ye.. kate long distance kan~ hahaha :D

::merenung mase depan.. kemanakah aku selepas ini?::

p/s: haih.. keje ape la aku ye nnt? keje oh keje.. dimanakah keje? *sigh* ble nk dpt keje neh~

kepada semua yang mengenali diri ini, maaf dipinta andai selama perkenalan kte ade terkasar bahasa, teguris di mana-mana atau terlebih gurau. maaf, ye :) sesungguhnya, aku tidak tegar dgn perpisahan. tapi, apa yang pasti.. setiap yang bertemu pasti akan berpisah. di sana jua yang berkekalan.. dan munir pernah menasihati aku:

::jangan jadikan perpisahan itu sesuatu yang kekal::
-munir-

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shines sun shines w/ ur beloved rainbow!!

p/s: after threw out everything dat keep bugging me all of dis while, finally i cud b d old me again. *phew*.
Sorry, to u... coz' i'd changed to someone dat even u cudn't recognized. gomenne~gomenne~ ^^v. uuhh, rain, rain go away!

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We loved going to his place!! eheee~ rilly misshhh it.. uh, dat stupid schedules make us hard to find suitable time to visit him again.*sigh* rilly hate dat stupid schedules! *be patient* it's going to come to the end soon. afterward, both of us can smile like him while eating our burger and pie!! hoyeah~~ ^^

triple tagged!! *uhuk2*

wah, wah, wah... i was being tagged by 3 persons almost at d same time! adeh.. first by aisyah, second by anep and lastly by kinkin-chan~ at first, mmg quite lazy to reply all of those tagged. but then, my second thought said it can't b helped lah. since 3 people tagging me kan~ (cewahhh bajet hawt lak! hahahaha :P wek2~)

7 weird things about me

1. Jog: i really enjoy doing this thing when i'm down in the dumps. instead of screaming out of no where, i like running on my foot till tired. hence, when ur body is in exhausted condition it can helps to calm u down. during dat time, u can rethink all of ur problems and try to solve it in controllable mind.

2. Sleep: i'll alwiz feel sleepy when i'm on faei's bed. it's juz like u t'kena sumpahan. uhhh~ besides that, when we ( pia, ema, faei n yan) lepak2 in faei's room and like alwiz... i'll lying on her bed and suddenly when i wake up, they already finish their gossiping~ -_-" even they wonder, how cud i sleep in noisy condition. urgh~ how eh?? i dunnoe. i juz felt comfortable. hahaha.. like there are everyone in the room dat cares for me. so, i can sleep peacefully. hik3 :P

3. i really really like everything dat made from milk; lotion, shower foam, chocolate and biscuits. but, unfortunately i can't stand drinking milk. hahaha~

4. alwiz being bullied by kids! isk3... i dunnoe how to fight back. kang nanges lak dorg. -_-"

5. baby: OMGoodnesssss! i rilly rilly fall in luv w/ them. juz looking at them make me feel like i want to have my own baby too. but.. err, i'm not married yet :P (awk, i'm not pedo kay!). i juz like them. they r rilly cute and huggable. rase mcm nk kiss2 aje ^^ p/s: when eh, i'll have my own baby?? *bluch*

6. Shopping: wahaha~ luv it! every month for sure i'll buy something for myself. if not for clothes, there will be shoes, handbags or any other accessories like bracelets, hairband or makeup! haha.. not rilly crazy on makeup stuffs. but then, juz buy it as one of necessary thing for women ^^v. i'll put dat on my face if only i've an interview, or detink *wink* (jrg gak neh!).

7. i'm d type of easier to forget & forgive others. no matter how bad they did to me, i juz can simply forgave them juz like that and forget wuteva things they had done to me. Pluss, if i'm innocent or not guilty to dat person w/out hesitation i'll try to said sorry first. coz' i dun like having a crisis w/ others, if not.. dat thing will alwiz bugging me every second.

::done::
phew~~it's hard to complete these 7 weird things neh!

Peeps dat i wanna tagged:
anyone who's feel want to~ xkesah..

run siput run.. dun eva look back!

hoyeah~~~ finally, bout an hour ago... d siputsssss crazily ran away from my life. and i can shows dis face again --> ^^ eheee~ yadaaaa...yadaaaa.. how i'm missing dis face damn much. sankyu to dearly butter dat finally wanna fly again. OMGoodness! phew~ legenye... so, shud i celebrate dis winning? haha. sgt gila to think bout all of dis stuffs. first, d siput crazy thing dat slowly migrated into my lyf. and now??? dearie butter dat wanna fly, which it wud b end up as a butterfly and make my days colorful as itself? err.. am i thinking too much or am i too fictional??

nvm~

wuteva it is, i juz feel relieved now. and i shud thanks to the beautiful butterfly... coz' it can chased out all of d siputssss and make them regrets coz' entering into the wrong spot. hahaha. gila!! like ultraman who had to fight with d ugly raksasa la pulak. :P alamak, terlebey suda~~ (wah, quite a long time i didn't use this phrase hik3:P)

k k. enuff playing with both siput n butterfly.
-away: get back to the real life-

p/s: dun miss me siputssss and welcome to my lyf dear butterfly~~
eheee~~ ^^

hidup yg dipenuhi dgn siput2... duh~

*out of space & spice*
but already full by the siputness manner! ish~~

# start from last week till dis week internet connection at ere r sooooo siput!! deng lah..~
# still got 2 more papers + final presentation for FYP
# ouh, not to forget.. d PDP's report dat need to be completed lyk siput oso!
# Job hunting: the siput also attacking dis area. till now i can't find one. already can see d future..bakal pekebun anggur berjaya lah jawabnye. -_-"
# tidak paham. kejup dingin, kejup mesra amat. *sigh*
# at dis moment i juz felt so siput! rase buruk cm hodoh gile, berserabai!! low gile aku nye self esteem T_T. OMG...!!
# siput oh siput... plz go away from my life.. if not, i'll away myself from dis life.
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nota kaki:
kadang, aku terasa ingin lari dr hidup ini.
Tewaskah aku jika itu denai yang aku pilih?
tidak.. aku tidak perlu lari. hanya satu yg perlu aku lakukan.
berani hadapi ia. usah bazirkan titik-titik peluh dengan larian yang
entah apa hasilnya: kalah. aku cuma perlu berjalan. tidaklah
sepantas atau seperlahan Si siput. cuma aku perlu kekalkan kelajuan
ia semaksima mungkin. PERLU!