Balasan

As a human being, should or shouldn't we hope for any rewards when we helped somebody else? The answer is NO right? So, when we helped our parents, siblings, friends and even somebody we don’t know, we should helped them genuinely. But, what have I done now? When helping my friend, I thought I really help them sincerely. But, at the end when it comes to my turn.. I want them to return back anything they owes me. Haih…ape nk jadi dgn diri aku ni? How to become a nice human being? How to become an extraordinarily nice girl? How, ek..

Hmm, enough for waiting any rewards from anybody. Just help them honestly, and at the end you will get anything that even you can’t expect. Thus, from now on lets be sincere, kindhearted and try to be a human that can easily forgive and forget anybody wrongdoing. Just think nobody is perfect and even you! So, learned from your own mistake and try not to do it again. Look into the mirror and go through all of your face. Try to look at your lips. How it look like when you feel uneasy and troubled? Ugly, right… therefore, just learned how to put a simple smile even though deep in your heart, you feel really hurt like no one cares about you.

Last word from me, SMILE :)

High School Musical

Something new



Breaking free

You are the music in me

When there was me an you



You are the music in me



Everyday



Gotta go my own way



What i've been looking for?



What I've Been Looking For (Reprise)



Breaking free- remix

Doh...dan anak-anaknye

huk2..doh da delivered!! yeehaaa~ amboi2 doh..da slim blk ekk. kekekek...tp, ape yg kitorg [aku, kinah, zie, kak soh and mun2. name kak sue tade sbb die xtgok lg ank doh;p] t'kejut nye...anak2 doh. xseperti doh.iskk~~baru lah kitorg tau sape jantan [represent for animals,kays..;p]yg membuntingkan doh.cis..rpe2nye kucen kurap hitam putih tu...anak2 doh sume ikut muka bapak die...xde sekor pon cm doh..haih. doh, ni..low taste r. awk tu da r cunn gi carik kucen jantan yg kurap tu wat pe.isk3... masing2 yg dulu nye b'ia2 berebutkan anak doh sume da xrebut2 da.hakhakhak.

tau x,sape yg membidankan doh??kak soh ler.wow..teror tul kak soh. ley jadik doctor neh. doh telah selamat melahirkan anak2 die. 5 ekor sume nye.tp, hanya 3 ekor yg sempat diselamatkan. yg 2 ekor lagi tu..mengalami kecacatan fizikal dan meninggal dunia. sume anak2 doh kaler black & white. 2 ekor kaler fully black and yg sekot lagi tu kaler black + white.tompok2. kitorg da kasik name kt dorg..[pepandai je kan kitorg kasik name.hik3] TamOne, TamTwo, dan TamPok. besh kan name dorg.

so, for TamOne, TamTwo, dan TamPok..selamat mengharungi dunia baru ni.hihu:] all d besh yaaa! nnt kakak nk bawak ibu korunk ke utp.gagaga~~ eh2, nk ke nnt doh ikut aku ek???-_-''
xtually, planning nye nk bwk blk doh ke utp.ley ke ekkk?

Jika Kau Kekasih

Tidak kau terasa beban yang aku pikul
Menyeksa jiwa ku kekasih
Kenapa kau tak pernah merasakan
Jika kau kekasih yang menyayangi aku
Harus kau mengerti hatiku
Itu hanya ku impikan
Bilakah kau akan mengerti

c/o

Kata hati merayu aku pergi meninggalkan dirimu
Tapi ku tak terdaya
Mengapa kasih harus ku alami
Setelah aku korban segala-galanya
Sanggup ku harungi hidup bersama dirimu
Meninggalkan semua yang aku cintai

Jika kau kekasih
Senangkanlah hidupku
Jangan biar aku begini
Hidupku dalam kerunsingan kasih

Jika kau kekasih yang menyayangi aku
Harus kau mengerti hatiku
Itu hanya ku impikan
Bilakah kau akan mengerti

(ulang c/o)

rilly lyk dis song bile nengok cite IRIS. mmg menusuk la die nye meanings tu. kay,la..layannnn~~

ai no sono touch my heart -otome gumi[morning musume]

dgr la lagu ni..ske banget!! love morning musume eva~:)

Mekah, En Ismail, Jodoh, dan ....

di bilik En Ismail [sv Urea]

aku & k.Sue: assalammua'laikum cik Mail. hari last day cik mail kan. nanti da nk gi Mekah...Kitorg dtg nk mintak maaf bebanyak andai ade salah dan silap mase intern nnt.
En. mail: saye pon cmtu gak. minta maaf kalo ada salah silap dan mana2 yg saya xsempat nk beri tunjuk aja.
aku: nnt cik mail pi mekah nnt, doa2 kan la kami ni. moga2 dapat buat presentation ngan baek, dapat result yg cemerlang...
En mail: nk sy carikan calon ke..hehehe
k.Sue: haa..cik mail, tlg la carikan calon kat una ni. die mmg nk suh en mail carikan pon. hahaha.
aku: erkk..!!! mane ada cik mail, kak su ni..die yg suh cik mail carikan sebenarnye. [kalo cik mail doakan pon ok jugak...kekeke;p]
En. Mail: hahaha..boley2..nnt saya doakan. nk suh saya carikan calon pon boley jugak. cakap je nk ape, operator? engineer? [sambil die t'sengih]

dalam hati aku..cis2 kak sue. xgune tul letak name aku..-_-"
tp,xkesah pon..kalo die doakan pon..untung sabut timbul...kui3
aminnn~~

Sad roManTic~

A girl and guy were speeding over 100
mph on the road on a motorcycle...

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl hugs him
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put
it on yourself? Its bugging me.

In the paper the next day :( A
motorcycle had crashed into a building
because of brake failure. Two people
were on it, but only one had survived.

The truth was that halfway down the
road, the guy realized that his brakes
broke, but he didn't want to let the
girl know. Instead, he had her say she
loved him & felt her hug him one last
time, then had her wear his helmet so
that she would live even though it
meant that he would die.

Seputeh Qaseh Ramadhan

Seputih Qaseh adalah seorang wanita yang sungguh baik, luhur, dan ikhlas. Dia begitu mencintai suaminya, Ridhwan. Seorang anak yang taat pada ibunya. Malangnya, perkahwinan mereka tidak direstui oleh ibu Ridhwan. Ridhwan dibuang daripada keluarganya. Tatkala itu, dia yang sebelum ini tidak pernah merasakan kesusahan hidup, begitu susah untuk mendapatkan pekerjaan bagi menampung hidup mereka sekeluarga. Suatu hari, Ridhwan membawa balik sebuah beg yang mengandungi dadah. Dan secara tiba-tiba, malam itu polis datang menyerbu rumah mereka. Untuk menyelamatkan suami dan anak-anaknya, Qaseh mengaku kepada pihak polis bahawa dadah itu adalah miliknya. Dia tahu, jika suaminya disabitkan kesalahan, ibu mertuanya pasti akan merampas anak-anaknya daripada dia. Akhirnya dia dijatuhkan hukuman penjara selama 12 tahun.

Sesudah selesai menjalani hukuman di penjara, Qaseh ingin kembali ke pangkuan suami dan anak-anak tercinta. Tetapi, malangnya suami nya telah berkahwin lain. Tetapi, dia tetap tabah dan redha dengan ketentuan Ilahi. Berita yang disampaikan oleh suaminya diterima dengan hati yang tabah dan sabar walaupun jauh dilubuk hatinya terluka. Belum pun sempat hatinya sembuh dengan dugaan tersebut, dia diftnah menjalinkan hubungan dengan seorang peguam, Johan. Johan adalah seorang lelaki yang baik, begitu mencintai Qaseh, walaupun dia tahu Qaseh hanya mencintai Ridhwan. Tetapi baginya, walaupon hanya di dalam mimpi dia dapat memiliki Qaseh, itu sudah memadai. Dia hanya mahu yang terbaik buat Qaseh. Dalam masa yang sama, Johan mendapati Qaseh hanya dapat hidup untuk sebulan lagi. Qaseh menghidapi kanser paru-paru ditahap kritikal. Hati seorang ibu. Walaupun seperit mana pun dia melalui liku-liku hidup, tetapi untuk menyusahkan anaknya tidak sesekali. Begitu juga lah dengan Qaseh. Dia tidak mahu anak-anaknya risau akan keadaan nya dan meminta Johan agar merahsiakan penyakitnya itu daripada pengetahuan anak-anaknya dan suaminya yang tercinta.

Ridhwan tahu, Qaseh sudah banyak berkorban untuknya. Dia tahu, pengorbanan dan kasih saying Qaseh tidak ternilai buat nya. Di sebabkan itulah, dia nekad dan berjanji pada Qaseh untuk membawa Qaseh tinggal bersama-sama Umi dan anak-anaknya. Malangnya, panas tidak sampai ke petang. Pada suatu petang yang hening, di kala ummah islam yang lain sibuk menyediakan persiapan untuk berbuka puasa, jiran Qaseh, Mak Som memfitnah Qaseh sedang melakukan hubungan bersama Johan dan memberitahu umi. Dan pada waktu yang sama, umi dating bersama Ridhwan dan anak-anaknya untuk menyaksikan kejadian tersebut. Petang yang sepatutnya Qaseh dibawa pergi oleh Ridhwan menjadi sayu apabila Ridhwan melafazkan lafaz cerai terhadap Qaseh.

Sudah jatuh, ditimpa tangga pula. Itulah keadaan Qaseh sekarang. Selepas diceraikan oleh Ridhwan, hak penjagaan anak pula ditarik daripada nya. Umi telah memaksa Ridhwan untuk menarik hak penjagaan anak keatas Qaseh. Kasihan… Tanpa rela dan untuk tidak menderhaka kepada ibunya, Ridhwan terpaksa melakukan semua itu. Sebagai seorang peguam, Johan tidak betah melihat kekasih hatinya menderita sedemikian rupa. Dia mencadangkan kepada Qaseh untuk membuka balik kes dadah yang melibatkan suaminya dahulu sebagai galang ganti untuk memberikan hak penjagaan anak-anaknya. Untuk menguruskan hal tersebut, kedua belah pihak telah berunding. Pihak Ridhwan telah menawarkan wang kepada Johan untuk menarik balik dakwaan tersebut. Tetapi, Johan dengan petah mengatakan dia bukan berjuang untuk duit. Tetapi demi kebenaran yang telah lama tersembunyi dan hanya akan setuju jika hak penjagaan anak-anak Qaseh diberikan semula kepada Qaseh. Sebagai anak yang taat, dia menelefon umi nya dan bertanyakan pendapat uminya. Tetapi, uminya tidak bersetuju dan berkeras untuk menentang dakwaan Johan dan Qaseh.

Ketika itulah segala persoalan terbongkar. Ridhwan bertanyakan Johan tentang hubungan nya dengan Qaseh. Seperti biasa, Johan menjawab bahawa Qaseh adalah kekasih hatinya. Tetapi, dia tidak memiliki hati Qaseh. Kerana hati Qaseh hanya milik seorang lelaki yang langsung tidak pernah menghargai kasih saying Qaseh. Diberi susu, tuba dibalas. Johan juga menyatakan kepada Ridhwan bahawa Qaseh sudah tidak dapat hidup lama. Akhirnya Ridhwan dapat tahu kebenaran yang tersembunyi selama ini.

Di rumah umi, wartawan sibuk menemuramah umi dan Ridhwan tentang kes dadah tersebut. Dan di hadapan wartawan, Ridhwan mengaku bahawa dadah tersebut adalah kepunyaan nya dan bukan Qaseh. Qaseh hanyalah kambing hitam yang dijadikan korban. Dan di kala itu juga lah dia menceraikan Maria, isterinya yang gilakan duit. Ketika itu, umi nya terkejut kerana selama ini Ridhwan tidak pernah ingkar akan kata-katanya. Kemudian barulah umi mendedahkan bahawa dia yang menyuruh orang memberi dadah tersebut kepada Ridhwan, kerana dia tahu Qaseh akan menyelamatkan Ridhwan. Qaseh terlalu cintakan Ridhwan. Itu sahaja jalannya untuk dia memisahkan Ridhwan daripada Qaseh. Ridhwan begitu terkejut mendengarkan pengakuan ibunya itu. Tanpa berlengah lagi, dia meninggalkan ibunya dan bergegas membawa anak-anaknya untuk menemui Qaseh. Kasihan Qaseh. Dia sudah tidak punya masa yang banyak untuk bersama anak-anaknya. Sebelum menghembuskan nafasnya yang terakhir, Qaseh sempat menyuapkan juadah hari raya kepada anak-anaknya.

Johan terkesima melihatkan Qaseh yang sudah tiada. Harapan hanya tinggal harapan. “Biarlah aku hanya mencintaimu di dalam mimpiku. Kerana aku tahu, hati mu sudah tertutup rapat untuk lelaki lain, wahai permaisuri hatiku..” akhirnya Qaseh menghembuskan nafasnya terakhirnya dengan senyuman. Senyuman yang tidak mungkin akan kembali. Senyuman yang mampu disemadikan dalam ingatan. Buat selamanya…

P/s: Tika menonton cerekarama ini, hatiku begitu sayu sekali melihatkan pengorbanan seorang isteri terhadap suami dan anak-anaknya. Seorang wanita yang tabah, sabar, ikhlas, redha dengan hidupnya dan tidak pernah menyalahkan takdir. Malah dia selalu bersyukur dan kuat menghadapu segala rintangan. Aku tidak henti-henti menangis…cerita ini begitu menyentuh hatiku. Sedih sangat. Mungkin kah aku dapat mencontohi Qaseh? Mungkinkah aku sekuat dia?? Mungkinkah…

Baik

aku nk jadi baek
nk jadi baek cmne ek??
ape definisi baek?
haih..susah jugak ye nk jadi baek ni.
kene banyak2 sabar, kene buang perasaan hasad dengki, kene b'sangka baek dgn org, dan macam-macam lagi la. so, susah x ek nk jadi baek?? org baek tu camne ye?? die tu lurus bendul kah? ataupon.. die mmg baek gler? baek sgt tu cmne laks? xbaek sgt tu cmne laks? susah jugak ye nk bg definisi die. ni kan pulak nk jd baek. camne ni, nk jd baek...huhu.
baek oh baek.. cane nk jadi cm ko ye?
aku nk jadi baek,la baek.. camne ek?
hmm, kene buang sume mende2 xelok ek..jgn b'sangka buruk, jgn cepat marah. bawak2 b'sabar... jgn itu.. jgn ini. tp, taley la asik ikut telunjuk org je kan. kene la jadi baek in a right way. btol x? btol la kan.. kalo jadi baek.. tp cm membuta tuli je without any pendirian, xelok jugak kan.
so, skan ni..aku mmg b'tekad tuk jd baek. yosh!!! go una go~!

-Baik Off-

"touch N go" & " smart tag"

recently aku n member2 aku yg len mmg quite bz r...sume ni sbb agrenas nye event r ni.huhu~ smalam baru la abis event tu..mase nk blk from office, t'serempak ngan kak Jam. then, tnyer la die.." akak xnk join ke dinner kt dataran ikan bakar 2nite?? jum r~~" pastu die ckp, "it's ok..u all pegi la. enjoy urself..lgpon,lately ni husband akak ckp akak ni cm touch n go je". pastu kitorg gelak2 and ckp kt die " sib bek touch n go gaks kak..bukan nye smart tag. kalo x, lg truk.hehehe;p". die pon t'gelak same...

smart tag
hmm, wut do u think bout this concept?? kalo as husband n wife, mmg la xbagus kalo kte gune kan concept smart tag. ye, r..cm masing2 xtunaikan tanggungjawab masing2. juz balik umah, tgok muke masing2, pastu sok pagi bgon tdo..blah! gile sengal kalo lyf as husband n wife cmni. kalo cmni, better tayah kawin. ye x?
kalo for couple, hmm..dis concept is the better one. smart tag r dulu beb..kukikuki;p

touch N go
touch n go is better than smart tag,kan~ even though busy, tp still can touch2 lg kan. still tunaikan her/ his responsibility rite? tp...for couples. this concept is not good to apply. bukan ape. ye,r..after touch2, pastu go. mmg taley blah r. better gne smart tag nye concept. suci t'pelihara..hehu;p

but the better one is..bile kte dpt tunaikan kte nye tanggungjawab dgn sebaik nye. lyf kte kene la balance kan. taley la bz sgt.. or even though xbz, dingin2 je ngan husband. taley gaks kalo cmtu kan~~ so, pasni.. gunakan la concept tunai, for husband and wife..hehu;p

- Touch n Go & Smart Tag Off-

You and Me

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you

Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you

You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive

Ada Apa Dengan Gambar ? [Cerita 1]

Ada apa dgn gamba?? Apa ada dgn gamba?? To make it simple, wut you can tell from one picture? A picture has its own value, meaning, and it is abstract. Ok, let’s create a story from the above picture.

[Cerita 1]

Nama saya Mary Anne. Tapi, mummy called me Mary. Glamour x? hehe ;p. Pada suatu hari, saya b’main² di tepi taman permainan. Tbe2 saya t’nampak seekor anak kucing t’kedek² dtg ke arah saya. Alahai… cumel nye die. Nk bela ley x? saya b’kata² di dalam hati. Dgn rase excited nyerh, saya pon mengangkat ank kucing tu. Nk kasi name ape ekk??okeh, panggil die baby la.

Start from that day, ke mana2 saje saya pergi, saya akan bawak baby. Saya syg sgt dgn baby. Baby segala2 nye buat saye. One day, seperti biasa…saya nk bawak baby gi memain kat tmn permainan. Tibe2, ade satu kete laju melintas di hadapan kami [ saya dan baby]. Dummm!!!! T’dengar bunyik kuat.. saya agak t’kejut apabila mendengar bunyi tu. Tbe2 air mata saya mengalir… baby!!!!! Saya menjerit ..

Seminggu selepas kejadian.

Dan seperti hari² sebelum nya, saya dan baby gi memain lagi kt tmn permainan. But this time I’ll make sure everything is in safe condition. Tibe2 minah dtg tnye saye, “Mary, awk tgah ckp ngan sape?” “eh, dgn baby la.. xkn dgn pokok kot.”, saya b’seloroh kembali. Minah memandang saya dgn penuh kehairanan. “baby?? Takde pon. Gile la awk ni!” muke die ketakutan dan kemudian die b’lari2 meninggalkan saya t’pingga2. kenapa dgn minah ek?? Saya menyoal hati kecil. Ahh..takde pape la kan. Kemudian baby lari t’kedek2 ke arah padg p’mainan. Riso pulak saya. Nothing la.. selang beberapa minit, dgn t’kedek2 baby dtg kea rah saya. Lega rasanya di hati bile lihat baby. “ baby, jum balik jum..~ da lewat ni.”

Di dapur rumah...

“baby, makan la. Penat tau mary ngan mummy gi beli friskies td. Nape baby tanak makan??” saya mula pelik ngan baby. Tbe2 mummy dtg ke arah saya. “nape tu yang??”

“baby tanak makan la mummy friskies ni…pelik tul mary!” mummy pandang aku dgn pandangan yg pelik. “Bak baby kat mummy. Let me fed him..” aku nmpak mummy bwk baby ke luar umah. Eh? Baby makan rumput?? Isk.. baby kan kucing. Mane ley makan rumput. Die makan friskies… hati kecil ku membentak.

Di bilik daddy and mummy…

“dear, I worried la dgn Mary tu. Sejak baby takde, Mary cam acting pelik. Sumtime die cakap sorg2..cam cakap ngan baby. Td yg pelik nye, die bwk blk little lamb. And then die panggil lamb tu baby and she gave to that poor lamb friskies!! I wonder why..haih~ cane nie dear??”

“eh, u ni. Biar btol. Xkan Mary ley jd camtu laks? Dun worry, honey. I’ll talks to her later.let’s sleep.”

Esoknye di ruang tamu…

“ Mary, I need to talk to you”

“ yes, dad? Anything?”

“ do you know with whom you are talking to?”

“ baby, la. Sape lg?”

“ baby kan lamb, so why u gave him friskies. He shouldn’t eat friskies. He should eat rumput, darling.”

“ eh, dad ni. Nape baby ley jd lamb pulak? Baby kan kucing..”

“haaa..??!!”

Di wajah Mr. David t’pancar seribu satu p’soalan. Xkan la ank pompuan die yg sorg ni xkenal which one is kucing and which one is lamb??pelik..

So, u guys.. wut do u think happened to Mary?? I think u guys have the answer rite? So, keep it to yourself. Chills~~

-cerita 1 off-

<< About Mens >>

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.

If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are.

Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two way street. You need time to heal between relations hips...there is nothing cute about baggage... Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals ... look for someone complimen tary...not supplementary. Da ting is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to
him - he takes it for granted.

Neve r move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

so to those yg nk couple, sdang b'couple or baru lepas couple [err..clash] rethink ur decision carefully ya..take care!!

-About Mens Off-

dOh~

xtually doh is a name for our kucing. i mean, zie, kinah, kak soh and me. how to tell u about doh ek?? okeh, let me tell how doh get involve with us. at 1st, doh come to our house and mengiau. mule2 tu, just think she was a cat from our neighborhood. but, ley dikatekan every day she will come and ask us to feed her. xtually, rite now she is pregnant. i hope her babies (kitten) will be like their mom. cute, ayu, n have a beautiful colors and furs.

about a week she alwiz come to our house. but then, when all of us went back to our home (our parents home ;P) she's not here anymore. we keep search for her. maybe she sulking?? (err, can she??;P) but still not find. then, today..suddenly she appear. amazing~~ about one week jugak la doh ilang and tbe2 pop up!. rilly mish her so much. when look at her, mmg ade perubahan jugak ler. perut die semakin mmbesar. waa...xlame lg dpt la babies ye doh. hehe;P i'm happi for u:)

ramai jugak la yg m'gecop ank2 doh nnt. mun mun, me, zie zas.. hope she will delivered cutes kitten like her.

-Doh Off-

tHe cHrOnOlOgY oF...lOvE?

the chronology... T_T

Look at the above pics. hurm, it is how my love relationship goes? nahh~~ i hope there is a best way it shud goes. but wut can i do??
when i found love, i hope i can touch it... i can feel it.. i can be honest to it... and the most important thing is i truly love him in a right way. but that never happen in my lyf [i dunnoe if it was happened in my lyf but then, i juz not realize it??] . isk~~so sad maa... :`( maybe i just not found my true love yet.hmmm, maybe...~ i think there is something that i did which is not met the expectation. hmmm, in term of wut eh?? is it my 'amal'? or i put less effort on it [err, wut i mean is on my relationship]?? or maybe it is just myself who are not committed with it??? or the way i handling my relationship was not correct?? or he was not mine??

haih...dunnoe lah. i can't think properly rite now. wut i know is i want touching the feel of the true love without having doubt towards him. seronok je when looks at others couple who are enjoying their relationship. i know, in each of the ralationship there must be what we called spices of love. what can we define as spices of love?? in my point of view, the spices of love: argument, jealousy, or some problem which can cause the couple 'gado2'. when we fights or argues with our loves one, it can increase ur syg. but, we must remember, jgn la alwiz gado laks. kene la syg2 selalu.. (eceyh~~cm dr. LOVE laks.ngeh3;P)

haih..when i can found my true love?? or i already found it, but in other hand i'm not appreciate him in a right way?oh, God..please help me. i hope one day i could find someone who are really love me and so do i. aminn..~

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